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[Nov. 22nd, 2009|01:59 pm] |
lets time out for a minute to say how much i love my parents..
i'm getting a nikon d90 for christmas, along with an 18-55mm vibration reduction lens, 70-300mm lens, 500mm reflex mirror lens, 650-1300mm long range lens, 50mm lens, external flash, 52mm 2x telephoto lens, 52mm wide angle lens, 16gb memory card, 8gb memory card, a backpack, a carrying case, a hard shell case, a tripod, a travel sized mini tripod, 4 filters, remote control, a t-mount, a usb card reader, and all the cleaning and protective stuff.
i love my life right now. |
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[Nov. 10th, 2009|12:21 am] |
these last past couple of days have consisted of too much. a lot of weird thinking..
i'm sorry if you hate me, or if you feel like our friendship has ended/drifted on my fault. things have been too weird in my head lately. lately, as in the past year. things are surfacing and i'm dealing with them now. or thinking about starting to deal with them.
i have 30 actual days until this semester is up, and only 13 days of classes within those 30. i think i'm looking forward to my next semester, as of right now i am. but that'll probably change between now, tomorrow, and next week. |
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[Nov. 2nd, 2009|12:17 pm] |
this past weekend was really good. i had so so so much fun in east lansing, really really good weekend. and this upcoming weekend i get to go home and see more brandon :)) i've been so spoiled about that, i saw him two weekends ago, and not too long before that. i'm just the happiest.
i have 17 days left of school until winter break, i need to figure out my scheduling riiiight now, we schedule on thursday or friday i think for next semester. i can't for winter break, however i can wait for winter. i love fall.
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[Oct. 17th, 2009|01:36 pm] |
i really want to go home.. these midsemester exams and projects are tearing me down.. it's a lot of work i have no intrest in doing. my head is not in any of these projects. i absolutely hate my photo assignment right now, i'm just doing to get it done.. and i'm not really even doing it... i'm not even trying to get to the darkroom to work on it.. i'm just being stupid about it
i don't know, it's not even these projects that are just stressing me out.. but i just don't feel rightttt. i just want to go home and sleep in my bed for a week with my puppy.
i don't know, tonight is my family's halloween party, and the kid's hayride at my grandpa's house, and i'm so upset i'm not there right now.. just sucks.. |
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[Sep. 27th, 2009|05:43 pm] |
i got a another tattoooo |
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[Sep. 24th, 2009|01:45 am] |
artprize is really amazing, grand rapids is so awesome for this. i love walking around downtown at night when the city is busy and filled with people. and art. and music.
this one girl had the best instillation, she had jarred up smells, in mason jars of all sizes and types, she put a tag around each one of them with the smell, and what city and state it was in. (ex, bonfire smoke - holland, michigan) and she said the smells hold memories of special times, and the jars were in this really pretty antique cabinet. i loved it so much. i really think this girl will get my vote, i have to go register tomorrow, i already pre registered online, but i have to get down to the old museum.
this thing is in the b.o.b on the 2nd floor if you live in grand rapids, and i really think you should check it out. it's seriously SOO coool
i'm getting so excited to shoot photos at rob bliss's event, it's on sundayyy! and this weekend is the weekend i get the dinosaur for my photo class i think.
regardless, artprize makes me so happy i live in grand rapids. it's a big art town, and people appreciate so much of it. it's really really cool. except- kendall is getting a cute little makeover because fancy people are going to be in and out of our school becauuuse of artprize, anddd that cute little makeover is NOT cute. if they paint over our blue walls that ugly 'camel' color in the commons i don't think i'll be able to attend anymore. |
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[Sep. 16th, 2009|02:30 pm] |
i just about update everything on my four hour break between classes. i don't have any homework.. i'm just brainstorming for photo ideas.. and holding in my pee because i don't feel like packing everything up to run to the bathroom.
thiiiiiiiiiiiis would be a pointless post.
HI. |
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[Sep. 13th, 2009|09:37 pm] |
i have so much fun here sometimes, it blows my mind. last night was seriously the best night i've had in such a long time. and the two nights before that were fun too man.
yesterday we went to alexa's brother's wedding, LOVE open bars, LOVE drunk families, LOVE dancing, LOVELOVELOVEEEEEE alexa, sofia, caroline and mikaela and alexa's mom. it was seriously the best time, best wedding. i fell down a fucking flight of stairs, and i still love my life.
i have to for real do some homework tomorrow, i've been drunk for the last 3 days, today was my day to relax and regain strength, tomorrow is homework day. |
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[Sep. 3rd, 2009|05:35 pm] |
my shoulders and neck are incredibly tense and knotty and sore. i cannot wait to sleep in tomorrow, i need walking shoes. walking 30 minutes to/from school in flip flops is not workin. my feet feel terrible.
but it's the weekend. and i get to sleep in. although, considering tonight's possible events, i'll probably be pretttty hung over in the morning. well, lets hope not. |
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[Sep. 1st, 2009|11:16 am] |
soo i'm at school. first day back. i thought it would feel different but it feels like i never left like how meagan said it would feel. i liked the people i saw everyday last year, i know i've only had one class so far, but scott is the only one in it.
i hate eating lunch by myself hahah. i feel soo lame. i feel like i'm a freshman and i'm not. i miss being able to walk back home real quick for lunch. sucks living a 30 minute walk away from school...
since i've been back it's been fun as shit. there has only been one day where i haven't done anything, and i had a terrible headache. living with cats is weird. i died last night. the cats hate each other, and they fight. they'll be bffe soon.
no really came and stayed, brandon and mike came up. it was fun. dave was in town from kzoo, and hopefully me and paul are going down to kzoo to see his photo show soon.
we get cable and internet at the house tomorrow. i have school from 830-1120 then from 330-620 on wednesday.. i have no idea what i'm going to do for the 4 hour gap. walk back home probably. stupid.. i have to go buy a bus pass
i have my photo class in an hour.. nervous about the teacher, and it's going to cost me soo much money againnnn. shooooot, i have to go shopping figure drawinging asap. |
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[Aug. 10th, 2009|12:35 pm] |
i'm really glad to be going back to grand rapids soon. really glad. i can't wait to go see sofia's/alexa's/mikra's/caroline's/charli's house. i want to have big sleepovers with all of us girls, then meagan, jordan, mary, kate, amanda, v, and jess i can't wait until we're all back together. this summer was actually pretty horrible. don't get me wrong it had some good parts. but overall, terrible. what a joke
i go to school tuesdays, wednesdays and thursdays. i'm excited to get a job there, i'll be able to work mondays, tuesday nights, thursday nights, friday, saturday and sunday. i seriously cannot wait until i get a paycheck. i miss getting paychecks. |
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[Jul. 24th, 2009|12:43 am] |
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this summer sucks, someone kidnap me for a week and let me tag along on some road trip or bring me someplace fun. i want to get a group and play baseball one day.. like a lot of people. or go camping again. i want to have fun. i want to go back to grand rapids. my mom goes into surgery in a week. she can't take one step on her foot for 6 weeks. sucks. brandon works all the fucking time, i don't know. i just want to have fun. not sit around. i'm bored as shit |
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[Jul. 10th, 2009|06:08 pm] |
the other day i saw the monologue from the last scene in the film '2 days in paris', and i have never heard of the movie, or am i really interested in watching the entire film, (i'm not opposed of it, i just don't think i'd go out of my way to see it) anyways, the last line is "you love his sneezes more than anyone else's kisses" and i saw this on you tube like.. days ago, and i can't stop thinking about that line. i think i really want it tattooed somewhere, it's so true. and to have experience that with anyone, it's real. and regardless if i stay with brandon for the rest of my life or for even the next year, i know that whomever i end up with, i know i want to love his sneezes, more than anyone else's kisses. and it's one thousand percent true right now.
i'm in love today. last night was a good fucking time, i haven't had such a good night, in a long time. i couldn't of wiped my smile off of my face if i tried. we met some really awesome people, and the show they put on was incredible. and only to go over brandon's house to wake him up this morning, made my day/night better :) he's perfect for me right now and i'm really really happy, and i really really like him. 3 years seems like such a small time compared to how long i want to stay with him. i really like him. i love him a lot. it's a good feeling. |
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[Jul. 7th, 2009|01:23 pm] |
i reallllllly realllllly want more tattoos, like realllllly bad. i want to dump all my money on tattoos, but my mom would killll me. eh, my birthday's coming up. throw me 5 dollars for a birthday present, and if everybody does! it'd be a good start to savings for them.
okay? okay. |
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[Jun. 26th, 2009|01:18 am] |
i like swimming at night.
i don't like getting left behind. |
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[Jun. 23rd, 2009|10:42 pm] |
tie die for babies
i decided. when i'm bored now. i'm not going to sit on my computer. i will look at things, but i will not just sit here mindlessly staring at nothing. i'm going to go outside and swim even if it the water is too cold, and i will play wii if it's rainy out. i'm so bored. the treadmill is up in my basement now, maybe i'll start running. |
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[Jun. 22nd, 2009|01:09 am] |
"The time has come," the Walrus said,
"To talk of many things:
Of shoes--and ships--and sealing-wax--
Of cabbages--and kings--
And why the sea is boiling hot--
And whether pigs have wings." |
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